So while I was laying in bed, blazed out of my mind last night, I started to think of some crazy shizz. I wanted to remember what I was thinking about because at the time I thought it was extremely significant stuff. So naturally, I wrote it all down in a note on my phone, here goes:

“In movies thunder and lightening always happen at teh same time but in real life it always lightenings first because light travels faster than sound.

I started thining about that because I was thinking about how Caroline gets paranoid and I was thinking how I never get paranoid when I smoke. So then I sat here and tried to make myself paranoid. It didn’t work at first but then I felt this tickle in my throat and I thought well I could probably make myself freak out about this tingle in my throat. Like tell myself that I can’t breath. But it didn’t work at first, I still wasn’t paranoid. But like two seconds later I got a little paranoid about it, like I really was having a hard time breathing. So then I wanted to stop making myself paranoid so I just tried to go to sleep. Then I heard the fan and it sounded like running water, like someone was taking a shower. But everyone is asleep, so suddenly I pictured some like murderer showering in our bathroom. And I got scared and for some reason I started to picture everything in like a movie. Like it looked like I was sitting in a theater watching a movie about a murderer taking a shower in our bathroom. After the murderer came out of the bathroom it would thunder and lightening at the same time of course because it was like a movie.”

I typed that all into my phone last night. I’m really starting to think I need to chill out a little..